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First, in case anyone’s forgotten where I stand on things like welcoming the stranger and protecting the most vulnerable and not making money into an idol by screwing over everyone else to give tax breaks to the least vulnerable (otherwise known as generally following Jesus, not just the shallow husk of a god capitalist Americans have created in their image), there’s nothing beautiful about this bill – call your House representatives today and tell them to vote no and also to feel free to publicly shame their colleagues who are voting in favor of it. Loudly. With pointing.

*deep breath*

Now on to the books.

This month, I’m saying goodbye to Everand (formerly just Scribd). It has changed in the last year, and I’m not enjoying the new way they offer the service. It took me a couple of months to even figure out the new structure, and I still find it clunky.

It sucks a little that, with the cancellation, I’m losing titles that I’ve paid for. But the only unlocked title I still have on it that I am interested in and haven’t finished is Words Are My Matter, and I’m going to end up buying a printed copy of that one anyway. So I let it go. As just another subscription (especially one where the unused unlocks expire at the end of the month with no refund), it’s not something I’m interested in anymore. 

Speaking of lack of interest, I’ve been in a bit of a reading slump lately, which is unusual for me in summer. I think between the worry about my car issues, my budget changes, this country’s nonsense, and my parents’ health, I’ve just been blank and unmotivated in general for anything else. I’m going to carve out a little time this weekend to see if I can find something that holds my scrambled attention span long enough to finish it. 

Maybe something from a previous TBR this year? Maybe a book off my shelves at home that I haven’t read yet? Maybe some of these?

Book clubs:

Other books I’m looking forward to/need to take back to the library:

What are you reading these days?

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Hello, June. I’m trying hard to get into the spirit of you. It may be easier this year, since I’m spending more time at the farm. I loved June in the Panhandle, growing up. It was almost as good as October. We’ll see if the magic still persists.

Speaking of magic, I have not been great at pursuing my exploration of wonder this year. There are reasons, but I’d still like to do better. After all, the whole point of cultivating a practice of wonder is to have it in place for when things are *gestures broadly* I think I’m going to start Awestruck: 52 Experiments To Find Wonder, Joy, and Meaning in Everyday Life by Alexandra Franzen [inspire/self-help/community care] this month. And continue on with Year of Wonder: Classical Music To Enjoy Day by Day by Clemency Burton-Hill [essays? Daily prompts?], which has been excellent. I also want to read On Thriving by Brandi Sellerz-Jackson [inspire/self-help/community care] early in the month so I can get it back to the library for the people waiting on it. Hopefully, these will inspire me to embrace the wonder in everyday life a little better.

What I have been great at is carving out time every day to read. Here’s hoping June brings even more of that. 

Library

In addition to On Thriving, there are several other books I need to return to the library this month.

Book Clubs

  • Tom Lake by Ann Patchett [general fiction]
  • The Frozen River by Ariel Lawhon [mystery/suspense]
  • The Author’s Guide to Murder by Beatriz Williams, Lauren Willig, and Karen White [mystery/suspense] – Rise & Shine is a mystery theme this month!
  • Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune [fantasy/nonrealism] – Follow the Reader’s choose your own adventure with a queer theme for Pride Month
  • Nevada by Imogen Binnie [queer lit] – also an FTR pick

Reading Challenges

Some of my favorite things about summer are the extra reading challenges and an abundance of readathons. Apparently, to many people, summer means more time to read, and that is delightful. Our public library has a challenge that lets you earn free books. As I also make space for Modern Mrs. Darcy’s Summer Reading Guide (the Minimalist List can be found here) by putting as many as my library has ordered on my hold list and eagerly await the possibility of a 52 Book Club summer challenge, I don’t want to neglect the yearly challenges I’m trying to finish. I know I have at least one official readathon coming up in July, but I know I will add more just for kicks, including a mini-retreat this Saturday. There are just too many good books I want to read! And by too many, I do mean never enough and please keep writing more great books, dear authors.

For this month…

52 Book Club:

  • Hurricane Summer by Asha Bromfield – Genre two: set in summer [general YA]
  • The Bodyguard by Katherine Center – A crossover (set in a shared universe) [favorite authors]
  • The Rom-Commers by Katherine Center – Shares universe with previous prompt [favorite authors]
  • Kill Joy by Holly Jackson – A prequel [mystery/suspense]

Libro.fm:

  • Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune – Listen to an audiobook by an LGBTQIA+ author [fantasy/nonrealism]
  • Kingmaker by Sonia Purnell – Read an audiobook about a historical figure and/or event [general nonfiction]
  • Nevada by Imogen Binnie – Listen to an audiobook by a transgender author [queer lit]
  • Her Body and Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado – Listen to an anthology or short story collection [essays/short stories]

Bad Bitch Book Club:

  • Dumplin’ by Julie Murphy – A book set in the state/region where you live [general YA]
  • The Full Moon Coffee Shop by Mai Mochizuki – A book with astrology as a main plot point [fantasy/magical realism]
  • A bit of catch-up with the books I’ve planned for previous months

Nowhere Book Bingo:

  • All Fours by Miranda July – Book rec from a friend (thanks, Sarah!) [general fiction]
  • The Age of Innocence by Edith Wharton – your favorite author’s favorite book – as choosing a favorite author is like asking someone to choose a favorite book (i.e., impossible), this is one of the favorite books of one of my favorite authors (Roxane Gay) [general fiction]

I’ve already plotted out all my intended reads for the Overeducated Women With Cats challenge in previous months. So all that is left to do for that challenge is to finish reading them. Maybe I will have them finished by the end of summer.

Looking forward to my mini-retreat this Saturday. I already had my snacks planned (because priorities), and now I have my TBR ready to go!

Do your reading habits change with the seasons? If so, how?

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Yay, poetry month! There are lots of ways to celebrate National Poetry Month. As usual, I’m going to read a lot of poetry (as well as prose written by poets), and I hope to write some as well during April.

Today, I am kicking off the celebration with a donation to the Friends of the Denton Public Library, a group that does so much to support the work our local library does for our community.

In addition to poetry, there are a couple of books that are coming out this month and some other exciting reads on my radar. 

Book Clubs

52 Book Club Challenge

Libro.fm Challenge

  • Catalina by Karla Cornejo Villavicencio – Listen to an audiobook mentioned on the Libro.fm podcast [general fiction]
  • Murder at Gulls Nest by Jess Kidd – Preorder an audiobook and start it on release day [mystery]

Bad Bitch Book Club

  • The Housemaid’s Secret by Freida McFadden – an anticipated sequel to a book you loved [mystery] – stayed up past my bedtime reading this in one night. No regrets.
  • The Storied Life of A.J. Fikry by Gabrielle Zevin – a book that takes place in a library or bookstore [books about books]
  • The Midnight Library by Matt Haig – give an author a second chance at winning you over [fantasy/magical realism]

Nowhere Book Bingo

Overeducated Women With Cats Challenge

  • The Mighty Red by Louise Erdrich – a book reviewed by OWC [general fiction]
  • Dear Writer by Maggie Smith – a book published in 2025 [books on writing]

What are you most excited to read this month?

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Lenten season is upon us. I haven’t engaged in the common practice of giving something up for Lent in the last few years, and I don’t feel the need to do so this year. I’ve become quite Lutheran about the church seasons in general, but Lent has been the biggest change from how I observed it before I joined a Lutheran church. I do, however, want to acknowledge the season with practices that may help set my mind and spirit right again. I’ve been having a rough time lately, so most of what I want to do for Lent is strip things down to the bare essentials without taking out everything that gives me joy. I’m not sure this will look too different on the outside, but I just want to be more observant of my daily doings myself. Some journaling is likely in order. Additionally, since one side effect of rough times is my disinterest in things that usually bring me fulfillment, I’m going to see if Madeleine L’Engle’s Walking on Water or Meik Wiking’s The Art of Danish Living can help nudge me out of that.

I’m taking the whole week off for my 50th birthday later in the month. I’m going to go visit my parents the first weekend of my vacation. I have a few fun outings with friends during the week. And then Maggie and Michelle are coming to visit! Otherwise, I’m going to spend that week relaxing, which typically means reading, organizing, and random cleaning as I feel like it. I planted tomatoes yesterday, and I may plant more things if I feel so moved. I may visit some bookstores, but I may also just luxuriate in the fact that I don’t have to be anywhere for most of the week. Enjoying the simple life whenever I can.

I’m pretty stoked about my reading plans for March.

Book Clubs

52 Book Club Challenge

  • Death of the Author by Nnedi Okorafor – a sprayed edge [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi/etc.]
  • The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafón – written in third person [mystery/ suspense]
  • Rebel Girl by Kathleen Hanna – celebrity on the cover [memoir]
  • Fable by Adrienne Young – a character with red hair [general YA]
  • The Ministry of Time by Kaliane Bradley – author’s last name is also a first name [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi/etc.]
  • East of Eden by John Steinbeck – direction in the title [general fiction]
  • Finlay Donovan Knocks ‘Em Dead by Ellie Cosimano – character’s name in the title [mystery/suspense]

Libro.fm Challenge

Bad Bitch Book Club Challenge

  • The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean – a book you meant to read in 2022 [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi/etc.]
  • The Truth According to Ember by Danica Nava – a BBC BOTM you never got around to [romance-ish]
  • A book you bought on your birthday – TBA 🙂

Nowhere Bookshop Bingo

OWC Challenge

  • A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas – a book over 400 pages [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi/etc.]
  • The Reformatory by Tananarive Due – a book tagged as horror, cosmic horror, or speculative fiction [mystery/suspense]

Library Books

People have the following books on hold at the library, so I want to finish them quickly and return them. Waiting for books you’re longing to read is so stressful.

One of my upcoming reading challenge prompts is “genre chosen for you by someone else.” So I ask you – what genre do you think I should read?

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Happy February! I am reading a lot of love stories, and some books about books, with a little dystopia thrown in for good measure. Also, shout-out to Black History Month, but really, every month is a good month to read great books by Black authors.

One of the perks of listing out my monthly TBR is that I get super pumped about all the great things I get to read soon. Sometimes I get so excited that I read them as soon as I put them on next month’s list. Hence my January reading of two books that were originally on my February TBR:

  • A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson – audiobook has multiple narrators [series], meant to be a 52 Book Club read for February. This audio is great. I really like the way it was set up.
  • The Sign of Four by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle – Read an audiobook published before you were born (I presume it means the book was published before I was born, not the audio version) [series], meant to be a Libro.fm book for February. It isn’t my favorite Sherlock Holmes story, but it was enjoyable nonetheless.

I am still finishing up some of my January reads but here’s the plan for February.

Book Clubs

Theme/Goals/Genre Challenge

52 Book Club

  • Small Things Like These by Claire Keegan – Set in Winter [general fiction]
  • The Maidens by Alex Michaelides – 300-400 pages long [dark academia]
  • The Lost Story by Meg Shaffer – found family trope [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi/etc.]
  • Water Moon by Samantha Sotto Yambao – has a moon on the cover [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi, etc.]
  • Experienced by Kate Young – cover font is in a primary color [romance-ish]
  • How To Read a Book by Monica Wood – a standalone novel [books on books/writing]

Libro.fm

  • The Devil in the White City by Erik Larson – Listen to a genre outside your comfort zone [general nonfiction, specifically true crime, which is what fits the prompt]
  • It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover – Read an audiobook adapted into a TV series or movie [romance-ish – heavy on the ish]
  • I’m So Not Over You by Kosoko Jackson – Listen to an audiobook by a Black author [romance-ish]

Bad Bitch Book Club

  • What I Ate in One Year by Stanley Tucci – A book about food that isn’t a cookbook [foodie memoir]
  • Delilah Green Doesn’t Care by Ashley Herring Blake – A queer romance with a clinch cover [romance-ish]
  • Priest by Sierra Simone – A romance novel featuring an unconventional relationship [romance-ish; series]

Nowhere Bookshop

  • Books: A Memoir by Larry McMurtry – A bookish memoir/biography [books on books/writing]
  • Harlem Rhapsody by Victoria Christopher Murray – Book with BIPOC rep written by a BIPOC author [general fiction]
  • The Berry Pickers by Amanda Peters – Award-winning book [general fiction]
  • Daughter of the Merciful Deep by Leslye Penelope – Fantasy book by a female author [fantasy/non-realism/sci-fi/etc.]

Overeducated Women With Cats

  • Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami – A book that’s been on your TBR for more than five years [favorite authors]
  • The Fury by Alex Michaelides – A book with an unreliable narrator [mystery/suspense]

That’s the list! I hope you get some time to read things that feed your soul, make you think, or help you relax this month!

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More than any other month of the year, my January TBR most closely resembles what it’s like inside my brain. It’s a unique blend of structure and chaos. Between my ambitious “these are the topics/challenges I’m most excited to explore right now” and my book clubs’ equally ambitious “let’s start the year off with a bang” and also my “maybe I should also read something light and fun because rest is resistance/important” tendencies, the list is all over the place. It’s also super long, because this is Ridiculous Optimism Week, and I love it. 

As one of my reading goals for the year is to read more broadly across the different genres on my TBR, I’m going to note the category that I have each book listed under in brackets. 

Book Clubs

Wonder

I loved starting my word for the year during Advent (the start of the church year). It’s especially useful to do so when the word of the year is wonder, and both Slowing and Enchantment [both are inspire/self-help/community care] were a great place to start. So I’m going to continue with both of these books and add a few more. 

Goals

When I set a goal for myself, one of the first things I do is gather information (sometimes I gather too much and get bogged down in all the scintillating details, but that’s another story for another day). So here are some books I’m reading/starting this month to get me started on my resolutions.

Reading Challenges

My two main reading challenges this year are from the 52 Book Club and Libro.fm, but if/when Overeducated Women With Cats and Nowhere Bookshop post theirs, I’ll probably jump on those as well. I joined another online book club and I’m not sure where I’m going to put the prompts, but they’ll probably be in this section as I ease my way into the community. For now, though, here are the books I’m reading this month for specific challenges.

52 Book Club:

  • Couplets by Maggie Millner – told in verse [poetry]
  • Search by Michelle Huneven – title is ten letters or less [foodie fiction]
  • Small Rain by Garth Greenwell – “I think it was blue” [queer lit]
  • Go as a River by Shelley Read – set in the 1940s [general fiction]
  • Two Twisted Crowns by Rachel Gillig – last sentence is less than 6 words long [gothic fiction]
  • The Communist Manifesto by Karl Marx (et al.) – explores social class [essays/short stories]

Libro.fm

  • The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupery, read by Richard Gere and Haley Joel Osment – Reread an old favorite on audio [fantasy/nonrealism/sci-fi/etc.]
  • The Third Gilmore Girl by Kelly Bishop – Read a winning audiobook from our 2024 Bookseller Choice Awards [memoir]
  • One of the prompts is to share Libro.fm with a friend or family member. I’m still trying to figure out how to pick a book for that prompt for my StoryGraph tracking, but in the meantime, click this link to check it out!

Bad Bitch Book Club

  • The Grey Wolf by Louise Penny – an anticipated sequel to a book you loved [series]
  • House of Light by Mary Oliver – a book under 150 pages [poetry]

Additional Reads

I’ll probably also start the next/first books in a few of the series I want to read.

Here’s to a new year of reading!

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In just a few hours, we will welcome the new year. I have some anxiety about it for many reasons. Some of those anxieties will likely be warranted, and others will turn out to just be the story I’m telling myself in my head. But one thing is for certain – my 2025 involves reading a lot of books!

I’m keeping the same goal as I’ve had the past two years. Third time’s the charm. So I’m aiming for 180 books next year, and I think I can make it!

I am going to attempt fewer reading challenges, though. My favorite challenge is the 52 Book Club (plus their summer reading challenge and mini-challenges!), so that’s the main one I’m focusing on this year. I also love the Libro.fm Audiobook Listening Challenge, and the Overeducated Women With Cats challenge (link to come if they decide to do one this year), both of which I actually managed to finish in 2024. The Modern Mrs. Darcy team has its own summer reading challenge, as well as spring and fall previews, so that will give me seasonal reading boosts as well.

I’m dropping POPSUGAR and Book Riot but also linking you to them because they’re still good challenges with some great prompts, if anyone reading is looking for that sort of thing. POPSUGAR is a great challenge that often gets me to read something I otherwise wouldn’t have, but my interest fizzles really quickly. Looking at 2024 specifically, there were only two books I read for this challenge that didn’t also fulfill prompts on others, so clearly it was an afterthought at best. And Book Riot is great at encouraging readers to step outside their comfort zones, but it has put a lot of its bookish posts behind a paywall, which…that’s their choice but also – no thanks.

I also want to read at least one book from each category on my TBR spreadsheet every quarter. I often scoff at pretentious ideas about what it means to be well-read. I don’t think we get to define what that means for other people. Reading each genre has its own benefits, so no matter what someone reads, they’re getting something wonderful out of it.

For myself, however, I define “well-read” as reading broadly. I want multiple benefits from my reading life. I want the empathy gained from reading fiction in general, the camaraderie and hope that come with reading romance and found family stories, and the creativity that fantasy and science fiction inspire. I also want the awareness and understanding that come with reading nonfiction.

With 24 separate categories on my TBR, I need to read books in at least 8 different categories a month in order to read one in each group per quarter. Of course, I will read several books in certain categories, particularly my favorites, but as long as all 24 get represented on a quarterly basis, I can meet my goal.

In case you’re curious, here are the 24 categories I have on my TBR spreadsheet:

  • General Fiction – I have a lot of fiction categories that are particular favorites, so what ends up as “general” is simply what doesn’t specifically fit anywhere else. Historical fiction, family fiction, and many delightful books are on this very long list.
  • Dark Academia – This is a mood category. I’m not always in the mood for dark academia, but when I am, I really, really am and need a quick reference.
  • Gothic Fiction – Ditto for gothic fiction.
  • Queer Lit – This category is pretty broad, so I added it as a section of my TBR because I am often asked for recommendations for specific aspects of LGBTQIA+ lit, and this gives me a space to make notes for a faster search.
  • General YA – On my bookshelves, YA and adult fiction are together, but separating them on my TBR helps me with recommendations when asked for something “not too scary” or “not too spicy” for friends’ kids. It’s hilarious that they’re asking me, the person who was reading Danielle Steel and Stephen King in 5th/6th grade, but I try to help when I can.
  • General Nonfiction – Most of the nonfiction that I want to read is on this list. Nonfiction is hardly ever my go-to, but I want to make sure I’m reading beyond how-to and memoir.
  • Mystery/Suspense/Horror – All of these could be categories on their own, but they often overlap so I threw them together. Usually standalone novels, although some series sneak their way in there occasionally.
  • Memoir – Most of the nonfiction I read is memoir. I particularly enjoy celebrity memoirs as audiobooks read by their authors. 
  • Romance-ish – Some of these are traditional romance, but many are close to the general fiction category with just enough romance to pull them over to this category. Hence the “ish.”
  • Series – These are fiction books written as a series. This is by far my largest category. I love a series. If a book club is reading a book that is part of the series, I will read the entire series up to that point before I read the book. I am pretty fanatical about reading the things on this list in order.
  • Cozy – This is a hazy category. The elements I consider cozy (i.e., take place in a bookshop, coffee shop, pastry shop, near the sea, etc. – mostly about setting or lifestyle/occupation of the main character) are not the same elements others consider cozy. Most people don’t consider something cozy unless it’s low stakes, but high stakes is not a cozy dealbreaker for me. In fact, I tend toward the “there’s no such thing as truly low stakes” camp, so that differentiation is blurred for me anyway. Subcategories of this one include fantasy, sci-fi, autumn (which is just a cozy season in general), romance, horror (yes, horror). 
  • Fantasy/Nonrealism/Sci-Fi/etc. – I know these are each huge categories, but so many of these books fit in more than one of these categories that I lump them all together in a huge list. Unless they’re part of a series (which takes out a chunk of them). Or by one of my favorite authors.
  • Favorite Authors – There are some authors who could write an instruction manual for an outdated printer and I would still read (and probably buy) it. Anything they write is on this list.
  • Travel Memoir/Novel – Both fiction and nonfiction, this list is my answer to wanderlust when I don’t have the funds to actually go places.
  • Cookbooks/Entertaining – I love reading about food. I will read a cookbook front to back like it’s a novel. I also love reading about entertaining, even though I don’t necessarily enjoy entertaining. If I do choose to entertain, I like to have the information ready to go.
  • Foodie Nonfiction – Memoirs that are food-centric or include recipes, how-to books, and a few travel books that are predominantly about the food you should make sure to eat when you go there make up this category. This is my favorite nonfiction category.
  • Foodie Fiction – Any fiction that involves recipes or revolves around food. I have a whole bookshelf at my apartment – one of my favorite genres.
  • Books on Books/Writing – This is a fiction/nonfiction hybrid category. Any story that is predominantly about books or essays on books or how to start a bookstore or how to write the books that are in the bookstore is included.
  • Small Press Books – Just as I predominantly buy books from independent bookstores when I shop, I also make a special effort to purchase books published by small, independent presses. Many of the local authors I love publish through small presses. 
  • Essays/Short Stories – When my attention span is not at its best, I need full pieces that I can start and finish in one sitting. This category is my go-to during those times, but they’re also nice for reading a little before bed on nights when I have a shorter amount of time to read than usual.
  • Graphic Novels – This is probably the category I read the least, but it’s fascinating and artistic, so I want to read more. I am also taking recommendations – drop a comment if there’s a graphic novel you particularly love and think I should check out.
  • Inspire/Self-Help/Community Care – I am hyper-picky about self-help (i.e., I find most of it unhelpful), but I continue to give it a chance because when I do find something that helps, it can be life-changing (little shout-out to Marie Kondo). Also included in this category are how-to books and community care (which is intrinsically tied to self-care, so if it’s a self-care book I like, it probably includes a lot of these elements as well).
  • Design/Architecture – I love, love, love design books. It usually takes me longer to read them than most books – even though they’re mostly pictures – because I make notes and dream all the way through. My goal for organizing the books in my living room is to have a section to showcase design books. They’re so pretty and they have such good ideas.
  • Poetry – This section includes chapbooks, traditional volumes of poetry, and novels or stories in verse.

So there you have it. That is a long-winded way of saying that, no matter what happens in the world this year, I am excited about what I get to read.

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The results are in – I read 177 books this year. I didn’t quite reach my goal of 180, but I did exceed last year’s count by 22. I logged on both Goodreads and StoryGraph, and I’ll probably continue to do so this next year (or at least until most of my community on Goodreads moves over to StoryGraph).

My second favorite thing about StoryGraph (the first being that it’s not owned by Amazon) is the end-of-year graphics. This is my favorite part of this year’s reading synopsis:

My top five genres were all fiction, of course – contemporary, romance, fantasy, literary, and historical, in that order. The average length of the books I read was 319, and it took me an average of 9 days to finish a book (or, at least, to record it). It probably took me less time in reality to finish most of the books, but I do have a habit of putting something on my currently-reading list, getting distracted, and coming back to finish it later. Of all the books I read, 63 were part of a series.

I do enjoy spending extra time with my favorite characters.

I finished two reading challenges – the Overeducated Women With Cats and Libro.fm Listening Challenge. I averaged about 40% completion on the other four I started.

I participated in four reading retreats – three in conjunction with my online community at Dewey’s and one extended retreat on my own while I recovered from surgery. I hope to do more of these in 2025. A reading retreat is one of my favorite things to do.

All in all, a very successful reading year!

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[Prime reviewing/contemplating/reflecting space – a blanket and a cup of tea in front of twinkly lights]

How many times can I say this year has been a doozy without it becoming redundant? Welp, here’s one more time.

This year was a doozy.

I’ve tried reflecting and looking back for the past week, as is my custom. Most years – but particularly this year – I resonate with Kate Bowler’s feelings on reflection. I get stuck on certain things and forget so many others, even with the aid of my journal and planner (which in many ways is even more telling than my journal). The older I get, the more I realize that maybe the end of a year is too soon to reflect on it. I am usually still too close to it to ponder it with any real clarity.

But what I can do is look at the goals I set and see how I fared in measurable ways. So let’s dive in.

2024 Theme – Quiet

In many ways this year was very loud. But that especially drove home my need for carving out quiet time, and I had a small amount of success with that.

The intentional pursuit of quiet helped me to find space to heal both mentally and physically.

It also revealed how much work I still have to do in those areas. I didn’t always succeed at finding space, and my medical challenges this year made sure that it was really obvious when I didn’t. Getting quiet time is a lot of work, but it’s necessary and worth it.

Even when I’m “quiet,” I’m still anxious. It takes a lot of time I don’t always have to calm my brain enough to get the needed benefit from quiet moments.

Another challenge is that I don’t really have physical places to find quiet. My upstairs neighbors are loud and active, so even when I’m quiet, my environment still isn’t. And to go anywhere else is to inevitably have to socialize or be perceived or get distracted. Going forward, I need to find a way to really be at rest. I would prefer it to be an actual physical space, but earplugs have been a little helpful in the meantime.

I’m not quite done with quiet, nor do I think I’ll ever be. I have goals for the upcoming year that will help me continue to explore it.

Read 180 Books

I’m so close. I have read 175 so far. It’s possible to reach 180 by midnight tomorrow, but I don’t see myself forcing it just to meet my goal. I am enjoying looking at my Storygraph charts, and I may share one or two tomorrow when I talk about reading goals for 2025.

Even if I don’t finish any more books this year, aiming for this lofty goal still helped me read 20 more books than last year. I consider that a success!

Creative Education

All things creative pretty much tanked for me this year. I did have a few performances with beloved friends, and I have been able to be more active in choir this fall. But with the exception of a few brief inspired frenzies, my writing has been at a standstill.

I am not any further on The Artist’s Way than I was last year at this time, and I haven’t really cared about creative education at all. Looking back, I can admit this goal was a little unreasonable.

What has changed is that I would have felt really dejected about this pause in the past. But I don’t feel that way today. I am satisfied with how I’ve spent my time this year, even if that meant I didn’t heavily pursue a lot of the things I love. My attention was simply needed elsewhere, and I honored that. I am proud of myself for doing so.

Health Goals

I’m alive! I did it!

I survived cancer and cancer treatments, both of which tried to take me out.

As part of that survival, I also built some stronger, healthier skills that I hope to take into the new year. Also, I’ve learned to call them skills instead of habits, because apparently habit isn’t a thing my brain does. This was one of the helpful revelations that came out of therapy this year. For me, there’s no doing things without thinking about it. Even if I do something every day for a year, the moment I don’t remind myself (that is, actually set reminders or leave lists in a place I know I’ll see them), I drop it like I’ve never even heard about it. Everything has to be a conscious choice every time.

Which sounds exhausting (and it can be). But it’s also liberating. It frees me from trying to make progress the way other people do. Instead, I can focus on my goals in a way that actually works for me.

And it’s working beautifully so far.

So that’s the year. That’s 2024. Overall, I’m pretty satisfied with it.

I hope you are satisfied with your year, too. Feel free to brag on yourself a little in the comments.

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Ah, December. Wonderful and wild. Full of parties and Advent festivities. My favorite time for reflection and anticipation.

I’m equal parts excited and tired already.

Because the first part of the month is always so busy, my reading needs to be generally lighthearted and easy. I need books that soothe my mind and soul after a busy day. I’ve already finished the books we’re discussing at book clubs this month, and I’ve lost interest in actually finishing the remaining reading challenges this year. So I can really just read whatever I like. I mean, I can do that all the time, but I’m not putting any self-imposed parameters on my choices this month.

Except for one. I need to get some of my library books back to the library. I have an excessive amount checked out. It’s absurd. So I need to read the ones I’m actually still interested in and just return the ones I’m not. I would love to blank-slate my library check-outs this month, but I’ll settle for cutting them in half.

Also, I’m still planning on finishing my main goal of 180 books for the year. It will be a tight race, but I think I can do it.

Here are my plans as of now.

Books for Advent (i.e., read as part of my daily Advent practice, so finish before Christmas Day)

Library Books Other People Are Waiting On (i.e., finish this week or next)

Ebooks (i.e., lunchtime/standing-in-line/waiting-in-waiting-rooms reads)

Audiobooks (i.e., commuting/doing-housework/staring-at-the-Christmas-tree reads)

Library Books I’ve Renewed a Lot (i.e., read or abandon, but make a choice)

Other Books – Library or Otherwise – That I Am the Most Excited To Read Soon

This is quite a long list, but I remain perpetually optimistic.

What are you most excited to read this month?

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